Liar, I know all the places you've been.

I'm so done. You know that already though, which is a good thing.
This week wasn't exactly picture perfect, but that's what I was expecting.
I'm now currently single and will no longer let any other person in my life walk all over me like I'm nothing to them except an instrument of use. Sorry world, you've got a fighter. Good luck bringing me down, I've got quite a few tricks up my sleeve this time.

On a more positive note, the performance last night was mind blowing. I had SUCH a good time, it was great. I wish every night was like that.

Make for the table.

This week is worth talking about, I think. I still have no followers on my blog and I doubt anyone reads this but I don't care if they do or not. I write this for myself and whoever cares to read it, reads it. That's how I'm going with this blog. But in all reality, a little part of me will always hope someone else reads it as well, or actually likes knowing how I'm doing and reads my blog. I just got done with my interview with Jim Makowski, he's one of the admissions team members and he's awesome. I got a sweet Full Sail University pen! Full Sail is definitely the college I want to go to, because I already have so many connections inside of it and I'm all set for the 20 months of schooling I'll be going through. The only thing I have to do is fill out the application and pay a $200 fee to secure my spot in the 2011-2012 class.

I've also been tying up some frayed ends with people, and I'm really excited to see how things go from there with each individual that I've fixed things with. This whole week has been a positive week, so much stuff is going on.

Monday - Audition results = even though my audition didn't go through and make it, I get to audition again tomorrow (Wednesday) because there was a whole lot of corrupt acts goin' on. I also worked and had a great time.

Tuesday - Chorus practice after school from 2 45 to 6. I loved it, even though there was a big fallout and we kicked out Noelle as our Vice President. I hope that there are re-elections so we can do that right. I also had the interview today with Jim from Full Sail. If you care to know, it went really well and I find myself loving the school even more than I thought I ever could.

Wednesday - Early morning performance at 7 15 at the middle school, then after school there's dress rehearsal and I have work. Very exciting!

Thursday - Going to UF for a choral clinic with Dr. Russ Robinson with 5 other schools from the state of Florida! It'll be a great honor to go there and be able to witness his teaching, as he teaches us. I'm looking forward to the big performance that night as well.

Friday - No school, relax day? I'm thinking so. Until about 3, then going to the school for soundcheck and then the first night of the Buffalo Beat Cafe, Hallow's Eve edition.

Saturday - Work 11 - 4 and then going to the school for soundcheck and the second night of the Buffalo Beat Cafe, Hallow's Eve edition. Both going to be incredible nights, I absolutely cannot wait.

Sunday - Church, and then going to Ricky's house with Seth and gonna end the entire amazing week with a great ending!


I have so much stuff to say that my thoughts just kind of crash into each other creating alternate trains of thought in my mind, and I don't want to take the time to sort them out again, so I'm just going to end there. Fare thee well, love.

Asphyxiation

Is the blockage of air getting to your lungs, more commonly known as strangling. That is exactly what you're doing to me and you don't care at all. I hope that makes you happy at least, because my words just seem to distort during their trip from me to you and then you relay an entirely different story. Not gonna fly with me. You might as well come kill me now, because I love you to death.

Day after day it's the same

So apparently I did something to piss my girlfriend off because she refused to even act like she cared about me for a good 20 hours. When she finally did reply, I punched myself in the mouth every time she texted me for the next four hours. Needless to say I only did about 10 times. It's a thing I have. People being mad at me, that's one of my Tentacles. Whatever. I didn't do anything to deserve this, so why bring unnecessary consequences to the innocent?

I really don't have a lot to say today except that I learned my band's newest song tonight and it's amazing.

P.S. I love The Legend of Zelda.

I have so many Anchors.

I capitalized the word anchors, because I read this book called "It's Kind of A Funny Story" and in the book, the main character has things that keep him sane that he calls Anchors, and things that are negative influences on his life as he sees it, things he called Tentacles.

Ever since I read that book (which is now turning into a movie) I have been looking at my life as a type of game including Anchors and Tentacles, which is a pretty good topic because I love anchors and ships and shipwrecks and giant sea creatures, and so on. The Anchors in my life include things such as my band and music in general, which I love dearly, my girlfriend Brittany who means the world to me, and God. The Tentacle part is something I'll save for another day.

I'm probably going to either forget about this in a few weeks and come back after about a year and a half and wonder why I just abandoned my blog like that, or I'm going to readily post blogs to keep you guys informed on what's going on behind the scenes in my life. But for now, I'm going to depart. Adieu.